Brett's Discernment

So. . . my conference call with Bear Creek is tonight at 7, in like 3 hours. Ugh I am so anxious like never before. For many reasons. Among them are that this could change the whole course of my life. other than the whole matt decision I have never had so big a switch before me. I guess this is what growing up is like. I'll be fine at Cosby if they don't choose me, and I'll probably take the job if they do offer it.

Well, I hope it goes well. . .
This is time appropriate.

I want to conserve and cut back so much but I am used to such a comfortable lifestyle. I think I need something drastic to pull me back into the reality of how little I need how much I have.