Brett's Discernment

But it is something that resounds with me greatly:


since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;
wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world

my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says

we are for each other: then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis

-e.e. cummings

wow it makes my heart flutter and fall and HOPE when I read this. it's amazing. God will provide. :)

Interview #2 w/BCC was good I suppose but pretty uneventful I think. I still think they'll simply hire someone with more experience, and maybe they should and I should have thought about the intership route first to see if I am ready for this career (and called to it as well). It was kind of awkward at points because I couldn't hear the woman very well - she sounded so soft and 100000000000000 miles away. But it was ok. Erin is definitely leaving . I think. Kav said she's going to tell Dr. Marks about it tomorrow. we'll see!